I have realized this week that friends are so important to me... not that I havent appreciated my friends before now.. but the fact that I appreciate them more this week than I ever have. I noticed that todays daily quote is " Peace begins with a smile". Ha! Thats so true! I've always heard people say how much they hate "high school drama" but you never realize how horrible and stupid it really is until your actually in high school and have been through it... IT SUCKS! So many people are so inconsiderate, and no one ever thinks of anyone but themselves anymore. Which of course causes people to get frustrated and a ton of misunderstandings go on, and so many people like to spread stupid rumors... I hate people that do that. It just seems so immature. That brings me to another thing... I was just talking about this the other day with my family... Monika came home from work complaining about some lady at her work that was going around and saying all these stupid things and kept saying things about people that werent true, and made me think.. how can grown ups be so immature? I get it enough at school, and its actually understandable when your talking about a bunch of teenage girls. But you never think of grown women being so immature about things too. Some times people just amaze me. Hasn't anyone ever heard the saying " when you talk about someone behind their back, they're just going to talk about you behind yours"... duh people...!!!! which also brings me to yet another thought...trust. I hate not being able to trust people... one day you decide that someone is telling you the truth, and then the next day you end up finding out that, that one thing that you thought was true, just ending up being a BIG FAT LIE. I hate that too. Or you tell someone that you trusted them to tell the truth and they actually told you that they would always be honest with you, and not keep any secrets, and then they end up breaking your heart, and you realize that you cant trust that person anymore and your friendship is completely ruined?
Somehow I have to spend the next three years dealing with this... I dont know how Im going to do it. :(
"Life is gay... I need to pray."
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